Chapter 2: The flaw of the human condition.
We wont admit it. Oh no, that's too hard. We wont admit we are wrong- because honestly, who likes being wrong?
I guess I should speak for myself....
I hate being wrong, I despise it. I feel like it is such a huge disappointment.
What if we just stepped back, took a look at ourselves. What if we said "I'm a screw up, I need to change ________"
That's kind of what I'm trying to do. Step back, look at myself. What do I need to change?
....oh, so much.
and the key is that you CAN change. you will continue to make mistakes in your lifetime, but the beautiful thing is repentance, forgiveness and change :)
ReplyDelete<3 lub you.
I hope I can...I'm 19 years old, that's a lot to get over. It's like trying to break a 19 year old habit. ....aaahhh
ReplyDeleteBut think if this realization came when you were 30, or 40...which is when a lot of people realize it (mid-life crisis anyone?)
ReplyDeleteYou are acting NOW. You are fighting NOW. And the older you are, the harder it is to change a habit, but I know you can. You're smart, you're passionate, and the most important thing is that you are repentant, my love. And you have a huge, all powerful, all loving God on your side.